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Music brings people together. I think, at least. For the most part? Ok, well maybe that philosophy has changed over time. It has a tendency to make people kind of suck. Not that most people need any help sucking, but throw in some overly-opinionated attitude in a musical discrepancy and I want to drop dead from douche-chills. I really have no room to talk though, everyone nowadays is guilty of this anyways. I guess there’s a duality in everything though :/ If music unites, then it also has to divide. That’s physics right? But music in itself has become nothing but a pretentious attempt to be noticed. I think this is why I can never take myself seriously as a musician. Quintus has always said that I’m the least motivated musician that he knows, not in a mean way mind you. And to tell you the truth, I’m pretty proud of that. I feel like it’s because I know I can’t/won’t accomplish anything “worthwhile” with my music, I’m just being realistic. I’m not out to get signed to a label and I’m not playing so I can talk to girls on myspace. I play music when I genuinely feel like it and I write words to it that I would say in a shrink’s office. Music is a bad habit for me. Thank god Alex writes most of the tunes.
And dammit, I need to take some acting classes on how to look happy or something, because I really just can’t seem to do it on my own. At work today, again, someone called me out on it. Someone jokingly asked me where Steven gets his “happy pills” because he’s always so upbeat. So I responded “HA, wish I knew.” The response to this from my coworker was “But depression looks so much better on you, sweetie.” Bleh
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